This is my "last chance". Not really just mine but it's a chance that I should really get the groove going. I have been fickle minded for God knows how long and how much but I ask for His grace once again to help in this. I'm not really a religious person nowadays, but this is really important and doing this alone with the circumstances that I have right now wouldn't be enough. The change I will go through is a big one. It really goes beyond of what I am used to and what I have been for the past months. It is not just me now, and I need every bit of determination and motivation to keep me intact and aligned to my promise. It's not just words, it's not just "a choice" I made. Choosing begets action and that action begets the change. Though choosing is already a big step, I want a bigger step to do or to accomplish.
"I"s. I've been saying a lot of that, but I hope it does not all lead up to selfishness.
Tonight I made a choice.
Tomorrow, I continue living out the choice.
To the coming days, I hope I can still keep it up.
Help me, Lord and Thank You.
